i feel like one day i will regret saying this, long after she's gone, when all i want is to talk to her. but all i want is for her to be happy and it's all her own doing (or not doing, i guess).
talking to my mom is so emotionally exhausting and she literally has nothing to talk about. i feel so guilty for not wanting to talk to her anymore but she chooses to do nothing, not see a therapist, or get a hobby so all she has to talk about is work and the dog. it's just old.
P.S. If you're a #gemini person reading this and enjoying #smolZINE please consider contributing to a future issue. Write an opinion piece, create some ascii art, make up something totally new, invent a new section, I don't care! Community contributions I've gotten in the past have made for some of the best issues.
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do u want pink neocities??? get stylus for firefox and use ma lil css snippet ->> https://cinni.net/theme/neocitiespink.txt (plus bonus custom html editor theme)
basically hacker news went down yesterday and in this screenshot someone chimes in talking about it saying that they had a batch of SSDs manufactured by SanDisk all get bricked after exactly 40,000 hours (4.5 years) uptime because it overflowed an internal counter and corrupted the SSD's internal state.
someone from hackernews replies and says that the SSDs HN was hosted on were in fact SanDisk Optimus Lightning IIs and almost exactly 4.5 years old.
never trust a firmware
today is my neocities anniversary!!
so i wrote a little letter! it's not anywhere close to done, but if i didn't upload it today, i'd agonize over making it "perfect" forever, so here's a mess for y'all to look at!!
(one of the edits i have to do is directing it towards fedi too, cuz y'all have been super cool!!)
lol i joined my first fan cliques but for animal crossing
well it´s more a claim clique....
I got three villagers for myself
even when xandra.cc isn't updated, i still find time to write something for <gemini://alexandras.cafe> <3
I'm happy to introduce our new ultra-low tech CMS for smol, accessible websites. The goal was to make something that could be self-hosted, but friendly enough for people who don't SFTP or use a terminal. 3 PHP files, Apache, and Gemtext. Should work on any dumb old Apache host; a technical person could manage many of these for friends and family with zero maintenance. Happy to answer any questions or take bug reports.
a very neurodivergent music thing that means nothing to anyone
madison beer's "emotional bruises" has been given me an extremely long-lasting earworm (going on a month now) because there is an unresolved melody at the end (to me) and the song doesn't finish as strong as i think it should.
tonight was the night. just resolved that melody with a harmony that matched and my brain wuz lyk ~*relief*~
are you like me and just found out that goodreads is owned by amazon? i found this alternative and it actually has some super neat features: https://thestorygraph.com/
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